u'd knew :)

i run
i run
i run
looking for the sunshine
seeking for the bright smile
searching for the littel happiness
out of the dark night
i never thought it's just in front of me
the little precious heart
will warmth mine when it's cold
will tough mine when it's fragile
will persuade mine when it's cry
i have found
even in drizzle
i still captivated by the wide smile
who?

u'd knew it :)
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to pak cik :)

QueStions,,

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there will always be a question
something that we want to know
something that we ought to know
something that we deeply curious
it is anything that transpired in our life
our life that we gone through with or without conscious
everything is well-balance and we want to make it right and perfect as we want it to be

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however....
there will be always something that left behind
something we possibly done it unconsciously
something that we missed it
even its merely a tiny piece of matter
but its vital for any decision which will lead to our destiny
but its still be a question

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numberless questions
flying around our mind
it felt so difficult as we trying to find the answer
it ain't goin to stop even we ask our brain to stop functioning
till die appear
questions will always be followed by questions

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who's goin to give the answer ???

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eternal love

well, people always want everything they desire. what they really want in liFE.

Man, a 16 years old boy who asking for another plate of rice from her mother.

" Mom, can i have another plate ?? I'm so damn hungry and all your dishes are so appetizing. You're really a great chef mom !!" :)

" Really?? thanks. I'll give you whatever you want honey. " said his mom.

"Errrrkkk...Alhamdulillah, i'm so full..think i'm gonna take a nap for a while before zohor. "

" Man, could you please help me washing all the dishes?? i'm feeling not so well. "

" Emmm..alright. I'll help you. Furthermore, i don't have much time to help you mom. At least this weekend, i can do something for you. hehe. "

" ohhh..you are really a nice son Man...i'm so lucky to have you. You're my only son and i love you.."

" I love you too mom and i'll take care of you eternally... "   :)

someDay "_"

Someday...

He will come

He will ask for me

He will take me as his responsibility

He will take care of my pride and dignity

He will make me happy and contented

He will treat me as his queen of heart

He will be honest and believe in me

He will teach me the do’s and don’ts

He will make me laugh all moments

He will make me wanna smile in every seconds

He will give me the confident to face life

He will calm my soul and mind

He will ease me when i’m in anger

He will lead me to Jannah

He will lead me in my prayers

He will be the father’s of my children

He will be patient and enjoy the life with me

He will respect me with all heart

He will accept me with the way i am

He will accompany me in happy and sorrow

He will be always beside me

He will be the best man ever

He will be always in my heart

He will come
Someday...InsyaAllah

CoMpaRe Not ~~~~

we were born with many differences

different in so many aspects

until we can't even list it on paper

even until death appear

we can't compete each other

we can't even compare each other

as every humankind has its own strength and weaknesses

we were created for good reasons

so being thankful and grateful for what you have

do not compare people

do not compare you with other people

as it could enhance the feeling of jealousy and regretfulness

and might change the way we thinking on our destinies

I LOVE ALLAH -When you feel UNSATISFIED with what you have - Remember that Prophet Muhammad [Peace Be Upon Him] said: "Look at those who stand at a lower level than you but don't look at those who stand at a higher level than you, for this would make the favors (conferred upon you by Allah) insignificant (in your eyes)." [Sahih Muslim Book 42 Hadith No. 7070]

We had been determined our own destiny

Cannot be unsatisfied with what we have in reality

As life got so much differences within other people

It is a must that we have to obey and accept with redha

Every decisions and life that we have gone through

It has its own reasons behind it

Either its good or bad tests

Soon, you will know the meaning of it

So, don’t be greedy

Don’t compare you with other people

You have your own strength

Others have theirs

Be thankful and grateful to one and only HIM

All praises to Allah S.W.T  nurliyana aziz

who says...

i have a friend

we have been friend for a long time ago (1413 b.c.)

but we never get closer

due to certain reasons

Recently, (1876 a.c.)

we become friend;

A friend who can make me laugh

A friend who loves to enjoy the life

A friend who loves to sight seeing all around

A friend who could tell everything

A friend who being honest

A friend who could tell something new :p

A friend who can teach me something good

and more..

so,

we being friend :)

nurliyana aziz

- We-

We are giving in too much

Until we don't have anymore to give it out

We being closer for a long time

Until being apart make us weird

We stay put together

Until come the times for loneliness

We meet people, then they leave

We meet again, then we leave

Relationship we made

With a good intention

With a big hope

With lots of love

With much happiness

Can't be ended in sorrow

as we planted much and much love into it

Let's not hatred take its place in our heart

As it can bring no good to each of us....

nurliyana aziz

VaLuEs of ExpeRience ^_^

Experience is expensive $$$

in any means, it has no price to tag on

no one could give the right value to it

it just US can feel it

Every people experienced different situations

in illustrations,

Experienced the excitement, sadness, bitterness, rejoiceness, hardships, troubles and so on

In reality, we have gone through all of these feelings

As the ages creep on second every second

In any chances, it surely could change us to be matured and strong

Be better than in the past

Be matured

It can born us to make better decisions

Be strong

It can make us stronger facing matters arise

Be –have

It can create us to be a person with good manners

The test from the Al-Mighty towards all servants is good

As it can teach them how to be tough in facing more harder test in the future

There is no test from Allah S.W.T towards all servants who cannot bear that test

Allah S.W.T will give the test equal to our strength

It can stronger our iman and spirit

And if it limits the boundaries, it might be good to that servant

We should be thankful for the test

Experienced and enjoy it!!

Its our destiny

Its our fate

Lets have faith in it as experiences can give us the goodness of life

nurliyana Aziz

i think i can do it

i think i can do it

don't u think so?

u can do it

even it always comes

u can do it

its just a test from Him

u just need to set your goal

focus and determine

and InsyaAllah

u can do it

u already big

even not matured enough

u can already think well

so think well

think like a matured adult

u're an adult now

so please behave

please...

u can do it

take this remembrance seriously

and u will be able to live rightly

amen...

nurliyana aziz

“100 Ucapan Menarik dan SMS Istimewa Hari Guru!!“.

this wishes is dedicated especially to all my teachers since i was in kindergarten, primary school, secondary school, tuition class and my lecturers at college. :)

It's a Part of Life :)

there might times like you want to end something right away

don't want to reminisce the past especially the bad one which had transpired in the past life

it such troublesome if we think back

the days when we careless to remember Allah;

the days when we neglect the five times of prayers;

the days when we become such a greedy, selfish, bad, evil, stingy, liar, etc. person;

the days when we let ourselves influenced and willingly drag into the hell;

the days when we failed to put the proper attire of a Muslim; and

the days when we preoccupied with things which would not bring any benefits to us...

we've done so much mistakes in the past

since we are so easy to be influence by our own passion

and shaitan will be always chasing us

➬ "Surely, Shaitân (Satan) is an enemy to you, so take (treat) him as an enemy. He only invites his Hizb (followers) that they may become the dwellers of the blazing Fire." [Quran Surah Fatir 35:6]

our iman is not strong

our iman is still not strong

our iman is still not much strong

to against the bad desires which caused from our ownselves

who's the one to be blamed for all of these sins??

its you

its merely you

and its just you!

and right this moment

its never too late to repent as long we know our intention is good

to be back into the straight path

the path which full with

lights of bless;

lights of sincerity;

lights of happiness...

oh God,

Please forgive me

Please forgive me

Please forgive Your little ordinary servant

“And verily, I am indeed forgiving to him who repents, believes (in My Oneness, and associates none in worship with Me) and does righteous good deeds, and then remains constant in doing them (till his death)”[Ta-Ha 20:82]

and right after that,

do change for the better and then the best as you can

berhijrah lah untuk menjadi seorang muslim dan muslimah yang lebih baik disisi Allah S.W.T

InsyaAllah

Semoga Allah mempermudahkan semua

ameen :)

nurliyana aziz :)

MotheR :)

She has been chosen to be our mother

She has been born to be our lover

She has been created to be our survivor

Who doesn’t need a mother?

She’s accompanying us in happy and sorrow

She’s standing beside us in joyful and horror

She’s willing to sacrifice anything merely for our pleasure

Even she has her own hardships to endure

Her love is pure

Her love is sincere

Her love is gesture

Who doesn’t need a mother?

The priceless, endless, fairness, warmness of mother’Love

Will melt our pure heart fairer

Will make our soul livelier

Will mark our dignity higher

Who doesn’t need a mother?

She’s a cooler

When we in fury

She’s a feather

When we in chilly

She’s a full of favour

When we in difficulty

She’s a better

When we in lousy

She becomes our pillar of strength to face the life

She gives the best piece of advice

She pours her meaningful loves
Just for her children

The gifts from the Al-Mighty

The treasures of life

To all loveliest mothers in the world
Full of respect and love to you

You’ve became wonderful mothers in all years and keep up the best

I Love You 

nurliyana aziz :)

{3} months teacher :)

Without any experiences

Without any skills

Without any implementations

i need to teach pupils of two and six

i need to give them knowledge

i need to make them comprehend,

remember all the knowledge

English subject...

some pupils like it, adore it and fascinate to learn it..

but some pupils merely hate it,

do not want to learn and do not have effort to excel in it

Without the love towards English subject,

how come they can succeed and be an excellent pupil

As a teacher,

i do really try to make them understand the knowledge;

the parts of the body,

the activities being doing in every morning,

the musical words,

the present tense as well as past tense,

the articles of 'a', 'an', and 'the',

the fables, the stories,

and so much more...

 

i want them to love English as much as i do

i want them to succeed and excel in English subject

i want them to be hardworking and have effort to learn English

i want it all

for the best for all my pupils :)

After about a week of being a replacement teacher at primary school

I LEARNT A LOT ^_^

it humours me when pupils come and wanna shake hands,

give me regards of

" Assalamualaikum teacher"

"Assalamualaikum cikgu "

huhu..i felt so appreciated :)

however,

sometimes i do feel the pressure

of pupils who do not follow my orders,

being mischievous in class,

do not want to listen to my lessons,

do not want to do the exercise as well as homework,

do not bring book,

bla...bla..bla..

so much excuses from kids

it really testing my patience..

as a new diploma graduate teacher a.k.a

as a replacement teacher

i do admit that i still lack a lot of knowledge,

experiences, skills, implementations

and lots more

i do not being exposed to teach pupils

to teach students

but i try

i try to make them comprehend

i try to make them enjoy the class
( as i'm not an enjoyable person to work with,huhu)

i just need to give a try

this is my new challenges

this is my current life

i felt so thankful and grateful to the Lord, the Al-Mighty

for giving me chance

to be a teacher even it is just a replacement teacher

i hope that i can use this chance to teach my pupil

as best as i can

InsyaAllah

May God wills it :)

nurliyana aziz

pakat pakat la make timun susu blako

this entry, i wanna to stress on the advantages that we can get..i mean our body can get by just eating muskmelon a.k.a timun susu..it brings such a great benefit for us.

wat jus timun susu ni lg best :)

Muskmelon tastes well and can satisfy your dessert needs. It can be a great substitute for high calorie snacks and

- it can aid in losing weight healthily.

- Since it is rich in potassium, it can help control blood pressure and can prevent the risk of strokes.

- Potassium in the fruit can also reduce the problem of developing kidney stones.

- Muskmelon has great amount of dietary fiber (1.3gram in 1 cup of muskmelon) and thus it can provide great relief for those who suffer from constipation problem.

- can prevent age-related bone loss.

- Muskmelon is a good source of vitamin C, which is an anti-oxidant. This helps to prevent heart diseases and even cancer. It has beta-carotene too. Researches reveal the fact that the combination of beta-carotene and vitamin c can prevent many chronic conditions.

- Regular consumption of muskmelon juice can help to treat lack of appetite, acidity, ulcer and urinary tract infections.

- It can reduce the heat in the body largely and therefore can prevent heat related disorders.

- It can relieve tiredness.

- It has effective laxative properties and so can help curing insomnia.

- If you are a dieter, then muskmelon is an excellent fruit for you. It has significant amount of fiber and provides you the feeling of fullness quickly. It can taste good and can make good combination for fruit salads and custards. Hence, a quick weight loss program ought to include muskmelon.

- It contains Vitamin A, which is useful in maintaining healthy skin.

- The fruit provides pretty fair amount of folic acid, which is especially important for pregnant women. It helps to create healthy fetuses and can even prevent cervical cancer and osteoporosis.

Article Source: http://EzineArticles.com/1806181

making success :)

there's something that i need to know

there's something that i need to do

there's something that i need to bear in mind

there's something that i need to hold on to

even it is tougher to go through than any abilities you possess

yes,

You should or

You must or

You just have to...

To define success is wordless

Everyone does a good and great job

with their best

succeed in their own field

language, math, science, physics, biology, chemistry, astronomy, literature, psychology, communication, photographic and so much more

even how difficult the major is

as it fascinates, captivates, enchants and mesmerizes us

we can succeed...

because we LOVE to learn it

to discover the knowledge

to explore it deeper

with a good intention

thus,

we have to plant the eagerness, keenness, passion and devotion

in our mind and self

set the goal

get ourselves ready

the face it..

however...

by having a feeling of infallible, faultless, flawless, impeccable and PERFECT is good

but bear in mind that

we never been perfect

we never can run from making mistakes

but thats not an excuse

for us to endeavour to be perfectionist

as we know our capabilities

for those who still studying

praying for achieving a great success

be determined for what you want

be determined for your goal

be determined and be strong

be focus,

please ignore all the obstacles

laziness, problems, family matters or others

and be optimist

p/s

n for those who struggle in completing the practical report like me

all the best  :)

selamat malam

love

nurliyana aziz  :)

-- Faith in You --

for the time being

spiritual and mentality

in our mind

need to be tough and strong

sometimes...

this comes unexpectedly

but its like we can feel

its coming to us

then its like we ready

for it

we expect this coming

but we do not know the exact time

well, that's reality

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obviously

we can't expect the future

either good or bad

either happy or sad

either anything or something

and for us

the ordinary servant...

merely need to face this with

feelin' Redha

have faith in our Lord

have faith in our Iman

have faith in our self

ultimately

better happiness will come to us

unexpectedly

insyaAllah

nurliyana aziz

please answer me...

can i have this happiness for a while..

am i deserve to get this happiness and attention??

i don't think i deserve it..

maybe this is just for a while..

i do not know..

but i have the right to get my own happiness..

am i being selfish all this while??

i do not know either..

all i can do is follow all the things that being determined for me

if i get happiness, it is determine by Him

if i get sadness, it is determine by Him..

this life never get stop from tests

if i'm in happy moments, its a test from Him

if i'm in sad moments, its a test from Him either..

what  can i do is..

please answer me...

feelin' lost...

i can't keep off my mind from thinking of u

i've tried n keep trying

but nonetheless...its very difficult to vanish that

i've reminded my ownself

its a sin n its not good

please assist me...

please give me a way to realize the thing that i can't even solve

You are the one who can help me..

show me any signs...

to make me realize and feel relieve..

Ya Allah..

please help me..

your weak servant who is unsure about things that You have made it to me..