please answer me...

can i have this happiness for a while..

am i deserve to get this happiness and attention??

i don't think i deserve it..

maybe this is just for a while..

i do not know..

but i have the right to get my own happiness..

am i being selfish all this while??

i do not know either..

all i can do is follow all the things that being determined for me

if i get happiness, it is determine by Him

if i get sadness, it is determine by Him..

this life never get stop from tests

if i'm in happy moments, its a test from Him

if i'm in sad moments, its a test from Him either..

what  can i do is..

please answer me...