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Wednesday, April 18, 2012

yeah..physics. haha

i saw someone doing physics just now but not really physics, i think its much harder but that's d simplest term that i can call and with soft chuckles, i remember my time back in school..ohh..how i really LOVE that.haha.frankly, i detest everything which touch on numbers and formulas..:p
but i don't know why on earth i did get A for my Math.haha. maybe because of my teacher. my mathematic's teacher always said this in my class.."don't be Bodoh Sombong lah". ( Stupid+arrogant, wrapped in cellophane)huhu." u have to keep asking and asking. that's the secret of success", he said.emm,thanks a lot cikgu,hehe. i don't know whether he still remember me or not..i was d most passive student in class and almost invisible.haha.that's me. :)
but i still with my firm stand, that i don't like numbers and formulas.like someone doing those things in front of me just now.n i keep laughing with my own thoughts.oh, if i love those stuff, of course i will further my studies in engineering.waaahahaha. :p nope,i wont.
that is why. i am now struggling with consonants and vowels, n so much peculiar and ridiculous symbols that i need to memorize. :( together with the sounds. and, making the right sentences.grammars n blablabla. i thought i just need to study all those abcd till z but..huhu..
emm,i'm taking English.its a language. foreign language for me. :P i dont know why im taking this.mybe because i can't go on with the numbers so i learn language.em,whatever.
of course i respect someone who excels in math, all those formulas stuffs because i don't have d ability to take that.haha..i wish i learnt from my mistakes n past. dont be such a lazy person, being carried on with stupid business and many more..until just a little happiness came across in my mind (back in school).
emm,ok..thats all.actually, i just wanna say that i just saw someone doing physics in front of me.hahahaha. :p


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Thursday, April 12, 2012

Hard Heart Beat HARD.

The darkness filled the space
to the heart that may be in disgraced
With all of the sudden answer
It becomes more clearer


The light gives shadow to bright
This heart is never being so hard
Even the beautiful flower was held apart
Always keep the heart tight


The beautiful flower may be blossomed
May looked jocund and joy
Or give only poison to the bees
Or give only wound to any companies


Mistakes committed with the heart
Always realizes sooner to depart.........


Sunday, April 8, 2012

Invisiblle InK :(

“The pages are still blank, but there is a miraculous feeling of the words all being there, written in invisible ink and clamoring to become visible.”
– Vladimir Nabokov, Lectures on Literature, 1980

                There are no words to describe my feeling of not having the chance to watch the magnificent play of William Shakespeare’s works on last Saturday. I really thought that day was my bad day because everything seemed so wrong. All the plans that I have arranged, vanished within split seconds. I felt so disappointed because I am really eager to watch the play because I never watch any plays before in my entire life. Even though the ticket only costs a small fortune but the experience and the contents of the play cannot be learn through reading the pamphlets or books. I felt really sad about this and I promise that I will go there again to watch the play at some other time. Therefore, I am going to write about my experience of not watching The Cpmpleat Wrks of Wllm Shkspr (Abridged) and all the obstacles and hurdles that I have gone through before I reached the place.
            My friends and I decided to go there by using the transit system because I have checked in the website of the KL PAC about the map of that place. It looks so easy for us to go there so we willing to take the risk. From Gombak LRT station, we went to Masjid Jamek for awhile because my friend needed to buy ticket to go back to her hometown that night. After that, we took the Star LRT to Bandaraya to take the KTM at Bank Negara station. After we arrived at the Bandaraya station, we just walked straight to find the KTM station. After ten minutes walk, we suddenly realized that we were in the wrong way. We have walked until Dewan Bandaraya Kuala Lumpur building so we need to turn back to search for the KTM station. After we turned back and asked people around, we finally can ride on the KTM of Bank Negara to go to the Sentul station.
            After we bought the coins to go to Sentul station, we waited there about ten minutes before the train came. Sentul is the first station of the lane so I really thought that we can arrive there at 3.00 pm sharply because that time was already 2.30 pm. After a few minutes, we arrived at the first stop which I hope it’s Sentul but unfortunately, it’s Segambut. We took the wrong lane and ended at Segambut. So, we have to wait for the KTM about 20 minutes and I felt that my chance to watch the play has gone. But, my friends insisted to go there and asked for the night play. Around 4.15 pm, we arrived at Sentul station. From there, we took the taxi to go to the KLPAC. Ultimately, after all the hurdles that we have gone through, we arrived at a very exclusive and unique KLPAC. However, it was 4.45pm and the play was already finished. By pulling a long face, I asked the in charge worker that I wanted to watch the night play but the worker did not allowed me. I felt my heart stop beating for a minute because I felt so exhausted and frustrated. This is my bad day and this is a test for me.
            I learnt a lot from this hardships and this adventurous journey. I never went to KLPAC before and do not familiar with all the ways and lanes of the transit system. However, after gone through all those difficulties and obstacles, I can know a lot of places and know how to go there by myself. But, the utmost feelings that I cannot bear is because when I have two most patient and nice friends with me. I can feel the embrace of their love and concern towards me. They were willing to accompany me to KLPAC even though they were not watching the play. Only God can reply all their good deeds towards me. At that evening, I asked my friend who watched the play about the contents that I have missed to watch. She told me that the play was very interesting and funny.
            Even though I did not get the chance to watch the live play but I still doing some readings on several works of William Shakespeare such as Romeo & Juliet, Hamlet, Julius Ceaser, Cleopatra and many more. I found his works are very details with all of the feelings and emotions of love, sacrifice, violence, death, religion and family and so forth. I am very interested on Romeo and Juliet because the piece portrays a strong passion and romantic love as I am very fond of the romantic love story.  Even though the love emerges as an immoral thing, leading to destruction rather than happiness but in its extreme passion, the love that Romeo and Juliet possesses, appears so beautiful and pure as other people cannot feel and experience the same thing as they were. I really wish to watch the play live but I do not have the guts to reverse the time. So, I merely can read the stories and works of the greatest writer in English literature. 

this is the play that I've missed. :(

 p/s : reminder for me n for all of u
- please go as early as u can
- double check the lane of your transit..or else u'll end up waiting :(
- ask people around u. Just ask n ask. ok.huhu
- what else? just take this as ur test and there will be reason behind each incident..remind urself reiterately. 

See u again KLPAC.  WUhuuu.
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