now i know where is my mistake started. its not because of that place. its because of my own self. someone said to me that i am easy person. easy to be accepted and easy to be torn apart. I'm not very certain about that but i always considered their pov. because maybe  they know better or that is merely their first impression on me.well, that's their stereotypes about me. knowing many people make me know more about myself. if its a negative opinion, then i should endeavor to change to be good and if its a positive ones, then i should say i still have to put an icing on it. right? even tho sometimes i attempt to run away from being too  tired because of some particular beings around me but i still need to face em. everyday mostly. i know its kind bummer when we have to accept the truth about someone that we care that s/he isn't someone that we expected em to be.

"why don't you let people see the good in you?"
reply: "because i don't have to live with people's expectation on me"
(quoted somewhere)

p/s : i think you should realize that you are not worthy for my concern anymore.even a bit. vale.
- A.I