Harapan PadaMu Subur Kembali :)

After all the tests
this conscience becomes more clearer
my rational can work well
i can think well
of the reasons behind every tests
Alhamdulillah :)


it can make me strong
it can make me tougher
it can make me realize
of Your Love, The Lord


Actually, I really miss You
I really miss Your Love
Gives me much blessings
Gives me strength Ya Allah
put me among the righteous beings
put me in the straight path
Amin :)


excerpt from a song.
" Ya Allah, alangkah susahnya mendidik nafsuku yang tidak melihat kebenaranMu
Ya Allah, Tuhanku..bantulah hambamu dalam mendidik jiwaku ini"


be cautious in life okay :)

this is a song from Nazrey Johani which entitles Harapan PadaMu Subur Kembali :)


wahai Tuhanku yang Esa
bila kenangkan QaharMu
rasa gerun dihatiku
kerana takutkan siksaMu
hambamu rasa berputus asa
siapakah dapat bersihkan diri
dari segala dosa yang memburu
setiap hari setiap ketika


tika mengenang GhaffarMu
putus asa tiada lagi
semangatku pulih semula
harapanku subur kembali


Ujian menimpa benakan dijiwa
tak sanggup meneruskan perjuanganku
MehnaMu itu penghapus dosaku
mengganti hukumanMu di akhirat


wahai Tuhanku yang Esa
bila kenangkan Qaharmu

rasa gerun dihatiku
kerana takutkan siksamu
hambamu rasa berputus asa
siapakah dapat bersihkan diri
dari segala dosa yang memburu
setiap hari setiap ketika


diwaktu mengenag RahmatMu
terasa diri kurang bersyukur
padamu harus ku memohon
moga syukur ku bertambah



Ya Allah, alangkah susahnya mendidik nafsuku yang tidak melihat kebenaranMu
Ya Allah, Tuhanku..bantulah hambamu dalam mendidik jiwaku ini


Assalamualaikum :)

smile :D

smile suddenly cuddling with the lips
like the golden daffodils dancing in the breeze
merely with a small affectionate love you give
breathe in fortitude to the heavy feelings

i know this from a crony of mine
the instant lips have found a smile
that lost beneath the dawdle steps
you are the one who fasten the paces

a joyful cheering occupies the space
with a loud and nosiy voices
laughing and smiling happen with pleased
embraces the love that you always give

i guess
this happiness might not always there
but i believe the truth lies in there
even tho the window can't be open for others
but i can live with the yesterday times that ticking for us ^-^
i guess.

hey, remember this
sarcastically,
Its closed. It'll be open at two. ;p

[todentalstory]

bye bye

a week.

i'm in agony
despair in my own thoughts
where is my dignity?
where is my pride?

drowning in my own waves
even a savior might come help
will not be the same as your embraces
though i know you'd never cared

hopes still in my prayers..

[todentalstory]

total eclipse of the heart

the heart feels like tearing apart

the eyes feels the warmth of air

the hands still writing the notes

subconscious crying inside.

still listening to the story of a friend

i wanna be strong

enough to despise this feeling

born in me with a sudden blink

A total eclipse of my heart

no mind can interpret this

even if i told wholeheartedly

no one can still get it.

being confronted with others sadness

i wanna look determined

to lend a shoulder 

who might needed.

but what if i need a shoulder too?




[todentalstory]